He called me by my Hebrew name, a priceless exerpt of “Heart of a Savior”

As I was walking downtown, probably lost in translation, a sudden wake-up call sounded clearly to my ears: I heard Yeshua call me “Elisheva” as He placed His hand on my heart. In this very moment, my soul and my spirit started shivering. Our Lord’s soft, masculine voice has the power to raise the dead, I really felt it within my whole being. 



In this very moment, Yeshua was waking up my true Hebrew “Hashem is my oath” identity. 

I recalled the scenes of Eleazar (Lazarus) being resurrected after four days and Miriam of Magdala at the tomb, meeting her Risen Lord.

The fact that Yeshua knows me by my name is clear evidence, but this kind of deep, godly knowledge overrides what I ever thought before.


My heavenly ID is Elisheva, “Hashem is my oath”.


This calling I experienced is so powerful that I could barely transcribe it into earthly words, but it clearly renewed my bond with Yeshua in a much deeper way.

I feel like being part of His tribe, becoming a child of the Hebrews like my Messiah.


Yeshua, I love you even more. You showed me that I am welcome as one of the children of Israel. You gave me my true identity. My rabbi, my love, instruct me. 


Today you parted the Red Sea for me to walk on a dry ground. 

I am now fully one of yours, I can feel it within my soul’s inner depths.


” The Holy Spirit is your true home”, Yeshua stated to me, as the warmth of His loving presence was spreading to my heart.

Copyright© by Isabelle Esling

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Putting my feather at His service: a story of trust



When Yeshua encountered my path, I admit it, I was literally terrorized to share my encounter with other people, even close relatives. I was scared about how people could interpret it and that they would brand me as “insane”.


I had written a few pages, but I wasn’t really sure if I would publish my story any time soon. Yeshua said to me “keep writing” and I kept doing it, day after day, under His gentle direction.


I knew that our Lord wanted to use my writing talent to reach out to many souls, and He also told me that He wanted me to reach out to “His Jews”. 

In the beginning, before I had started reporting my story, I reacted like Moses:” But Moses said before the Lord, behold I am unskilled in speech; how then will Pharaoh listen to me?” I spoke in the same way, because I was afraid He’d ask me to be some kind of public predicator. The persons who know me in real life, know that I am not much of a public speaker. But Yeshua showed me that He had other plans. He wanted me to testify in my very field of gift: writing.


But even as a writer, I had raised some doubts. The thought of how others would perceive me and judge me was hanging over me, like a dark cloud.


However, Yeshua had taken my hand and shown me that all I had to do was to follow the adventure, day after day. He would provide a content and a story to tell for me.


As time went by and I faced more courage to share my project with like-minded people, I was determined to publish my story. It is not even my story, it is OUR story. Yeshua inspired it completely and He made my trust in Him grow day after day.


Our Lord is wonderful. Not only have I published an Encounter with Yeshua, I am also writing the sequel to my 9th release.


Putting my feather at His service: all it required was trust.


This trust, our Lord requires it from us all. This is what walking in faith is all about. Let Him take your hand and walk with you. Let Him use your competences, whatever they are. 


Do everything you are doing for His highest glory!


Copyright© by Isabelle Esling

A slap in the Master’s Face (fourth exerpt of my upcoming book, An Encounter with Yeshua, the sequel)

Dear readers,
I didn’t expect to be sharing a new exerpt so fast, but today our Lord prompted me to write these words. I obeyed under the direction of the Holy Spirit. I know these words might offend a lot of people. Nevertheless, I will share them with you. I am not a people pleaser, I work for the Truth. May our Lord bless you all.
Your author.

« Now grieve, O grieving daughter!
They have laid siege against us!”
With the rod they strike on the cheek
the ruler of Israel ». Micah 4:14

“I offered my back to those who beat me, my cheeks to those who pulled out my beard; I did not hide my face from mocking and spitting.” Isaiah 50:6

“Then they spat in His face and beat Him with their fists; and others slapped Him,” Matthew 26:67

« Child, let my Spirit guide you, obey to my command and write these words for me. They will not make you popular among many people. You know that most people hate the truth, even when they wear a mask of sympathy. Masks will fall off as soon as you are speaking out the truth and you will see how fast they will prompt to spit their venom.

The ones who claim to be mine and who proudly deny my Jewish identity, claiming it is a « historical fact of the past » are actually living in ignorance and delusion.

You all have to be humble in acknowledging that you don’t know me.

You are ignorant of the truth ; yet you do boast with arrogance. You have been crafted as the wild olive tree, yet you spit into the wine !

I have been cut off Israel for you to access Salvation, but not because I hated Israel.

If you don’t have the modesty to reckon that you are into the Covenant of Israel, take note that I have the power to throw you out.

How arrogant are you, really ? You boast about translated contents of the Bible, thinking that you have full knowledge of my Word.

Also remember, I give knowledge and I withdraw it. Remain humble in the Holy Spirit.

Yes, Israel has been found faulty before me, but you, who are you to judge my folks ?

You are pointing out their past idolatries and you are blind to your own ?

The Messiah you are serving is a man-made idol, this is not me Yeshua haMaschiach you are serving !

Each time you are judging my Jews, you are spitting on my Face. I am a Jew. Forever King of the Jews, then King of the nations.

Stop bowing before me, I am fed up with your hypocrisy.

Repent from your judgmental views, recover from your ignorance and I might forgive you.

Humble yourselves before your Lord.

You don’t know me, nor do you know my Father. If you had known me, your heart would be filled with love and modesty.

The Spirit has spoken, there will be no part for anti-Semites in my kingdom.

You are claiming to be of the Truth, yet you reject the Way.

Blinded are you in ignorance and arrogance, rejecting the ones who are bringing you the truth. There will be no compromise. One enters my kingdom through the narrow door. »

« Oh Lord, my love, I am not seeking popularity and I will not compromise our friendship for human friendships.

I will stand with you, should I stand alone. I will obey your command rather than seeking to please men.

As I am writing, I am feeling the fire of the Spirit and your overwhelming peace is upon me. I love you, Lord. »

« I love you, my child. Always stay humble before my Face. Remember, my child, that all insights I gave you about me come from the Holy Spirit.

I am revealing myself to you, because you are accepting your ignorance of the real me.

I told you, a while ago, that I am the Other.

People see what I grant them to see.

Before some individuals prompt to misinterpret my words, I will state it clearly.

My daughter, I am your closest friend. I’ve come quite close to you, because you let me approach you. But I am Lord and so much higher than any human. To increase their knowledge of me, one must confess their ignorance.

Nobody will ever be able to know me in my entirety. People will really see me as I am once they’ll enter Heaven. »

 Copyright© by Isabelle Esling

Getting closer to the Passion

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I watched many movies about Yeshua in the past; I found them more or less well done. None of them really touched me. I used to watch them like I would watch any ordinary story.

Yesterday I stumbled upon The Passion of the Christ and I wasn’t so sure about watching this movie, as most movies about Yeshua had rather been deceitful to me. In fact, I do realize that playing Yeshua is a quite demanding task for any actor. In order to be convincing, you must become Him, which is far from being easy.

It seemed that Yeshua was pushing me to watch it yesterday. After all, I needed to stop running away from looking at Yeshua on the Cross. So I faced more courage and started watching the movie.

To my greatest surprise, the film was mostly in Aramaic language and in Latin. There were subtitles in the version I was watching. It raised my interest. I didn’t expect to understand much in the original language, yet the sentences Yeshua said were quite close to Hebrew and I still had some reminiscences of Latin language. The first scene started at Gethsemane where our Lord was confronted with fear and anguish.

Unlike other movies on the same subject, the amount of physical violence is very high. Scenes of cruelty will tear your heart apart. Members of the Sanhedrin appear as heartless and determined to get Yeshua killed. While Herod looks like a dumb narcissist expecting some kind of miracle, Pilate is depicted as more human.  We can observe lots of bestial behaviors among Roman soldiers who seem to enjoy violence to the highest degree.

As I kept watching, tears were running from my cheeks, because the very price of our Salvation was in front of my eyes. My soul was being cleansed like never before. I came closer to my Savior, who was holding me tightly while I was going through the painful steps of His Passion.

There is one scene in particular that touched my heart deeply. As Miriam, Yeshua’s Mom was trying to come to her son with the help of Yohanan, she saw Yeshua falling down, because He was in intense pain and the cross was too heavy to carry. Images of Yeshua’s childhood came to her mind and she saw her beloved son falling down as a small child. She saw herself run to rescue her child.

In a similar gesture, as she watches her tortured son fall down, she comes to Him and tells Him: “I am here to rescue you.”

The scene between mother and son is heart-breaking. As Yeshua looks at His mom, His face covered in blood, He says: “I am making all things new”. At the very moment He is making this consoling statement, He grabs enough force to stand up and carry His cross. The bond between mother and son is so strong; it is a wonderful expression of deep love.

In this particular movie, we do realize that Yeshua has been willingly slaughtered for us.

Yeshua is the Passover lamb and all He did for us is an immense act of love.

As I went to bed, I thanked my wonderful Savior for giving His life so freely. I thanked Him for each single pain and humiliation He endured for me and for all of us.

In the middle of the night, I felt so much warmth inside of my chest. Yeshua was kissing my heart. I woke up and started shivering. I was receiving such a great dose of love. I broke into tears, realizing that the person who loved me so much had sacrificed His own life for me. I had all His pain and His humiliation before my eyes. Yeshua told me: “I did it for you. I love you, my dear child.”

I thanked my beautiful Lord and I understood that my engagement towards Yeshua had to be plain.

I fell asleep again. In a dream, I was facing a dangerous situation in which demons were fabricating human duplicates. I called upon Yeshua and came back to my room instantly as I pronounced His Name. Yeshua was holding my heart in His hands. I could feel His touch inside of my chest.

I was feeling so secure and began praising Him for His immense love.

Dear reader, I am convinced that if we really knew how much He loves us, we would die instantly. Yeshua instils us small perceptions of His immense love.

Yeshua wants us to be courageous enough to look at His suffering. Here is the conversation we had this morning about the Passion.

My dear child, why do you think that I am insisting so heavily for you to think and meditate on my Passion?

Do you think that I am enjoying tears running from your cheeks? I am not doing this to make you suffer; I want to bring you much closer to me. A lot of believers and even followers want the glory of the Resurrection without the pain of the crucifixion. Let me tell you the truth: once you decide to follow me, you are accepting the full package. You are carrying my pain and my glory; otherwise you are not a true follower.

My pain, my tears, my blood and my death on the cross are my love letter to mankind. Your soul must learn to reflect this type of unconditional goodness. Whoever is capable of loving me in the middle of mockeries, persecutions, pain and even death is also worthy to see my glory.

It is impressing and it is scary for a human being to see how far I went to love you all. But remember that I said you should love one another as I have loved you. You must have integrated this dimension of unconditional, sacrificial love as a true follower.

My dear child, you are learning my ways. Did you notice how my Passion brought you closer to my heart? I know that you love me more since you accepted to look at my pain.

My love is total compassion and forgiveness. This is the love you will be transmitting to the people who will encounter your path. I will open some eyes and they will recognize me in you.

 

Trust your Lord. I will teach you and I will guide you. 

My heart is wounded. A lot of people have abandoned me to follow vain idols. You will see people ridicule faith, but the same people do believe in horoscopes and tarot cards. The same people have sympathy for sorcerers. Do not let them destabilize you. Stay firm in your faith. I am Lord.

All idols and statues will fall. I will destroy them ALL. Truly I am telling you, no false preacher will be able to stand before my Face on the very day of my return.”

“My beloved Yeshua, your Passion has brought me closer to your heart. I now have a better understanding of your person. I do see so much kindness in you and I know that my heart has become more attached to you than I was before. I love you, my pure soul.”

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